Letter to an Aspiring Author

Dear Author,

Forgive me for this bout of sentimentality, but I’m a reflective sort of person. Last year, on this day, the Friday before RWA conference, I received a call on my cell phone while at work. Blithely, I called the number back when I had a break and found that it rang to the message machine of Harlequin Mills & Boon in the UK. An English accent never sounded more lovely!

The actual “Call” wouldn’t come for another several days. I had the weekend to stew, my agent had other editors to nudge, and after a little bit of this and a little bit of that, I sold Butterfly Swords five days later on Wednesday morning in Washington D.C. at RWA ’09.

It was an exciting conference for me, to sell right there among so many friends. I was also up for a Golden Heart award. Someone asked me if I still wanted to win even though I’d sold.

“Heck, yeah, I want it,” I said. “Winners always want the ball.” (Extra credit for anyone who can place that quote.)

You see, I’m absolutely awful at playing it cool and nonchalant. Some people try to downplay the possibility of disappointment by voicing their denials. I have as much self-doubt as the next person, but I’ve always been someone who fell on the side of saying, “Yes, I want it, I want it. Disappointment, I dare you to smack me in the face.”

Because can’t we all admit, we all WANT IT?

Neither approach affects the outcome. The Golden Heart scores were already tallied and that envelope was already sealed. But maybe the attitude does matter. Maybe just admitting your dreams proudly, as vulnerable as that makes you, affects you in little ways — affects your pen upon the page, trying just a little harder to pull out the words from inside you.

Anyway, it’s RWA time again. A bunch of authors, hopefuls, and the rest of Romancelandia will be converging on Orlando. I’ll be heading there and not blogging for the entire week.

This year, I’m presenting the Golden Heart award in the historical category and I just wanted to say to whoever the winner is going to be, and also to all the other writers who are pitching, networking, and waiting for “The Call”:

Aim high. Dream big. It can happen, it can happen, it can happen. Exactly as you dream.

You don’t have to play it cool.

Good luck.

– Jeannie Lin


  1. Jax Cassidy
    Jul 25, 2010 @ 10:03:57

    Great post!

    I remembered when you sold. You were shaking and excited and I wanted to hug and cry with you. I think we squealed and hugged but the rest was such a blur. Then you won the Golden Heart and I was so extremely proud! Loved your speech and love that you’re reviving the Asian historical and giving more attention to the type of writing we do! Love ya and can’t wait to see you soon! 🙂

  2. Dara
    Jul 27, 2010 @ 16:08:46

    I can’t believe it’s been a year already! I remember reading when you posted about the Call 🙂

    Oh how I envy you right now, going to RWA…I’ll go when (or if) I ever place in the Golden Heart. Although I’d like to go even if I didn’t!

  3. Jeannie Lin
    Jul 27, 2010 @ 21:24:18

    Jax! It’s so cool to hang out in person for this week.

    Dara – If not RWA, then we must find some other conference to meet at. 🙂

  4. bria quinlan
    Aug 04, 2010 @ 06:40:36

    Good for you – ALWAYS want it, you deserve it!