New beginning and reflections

I’ve been dragging my butt for a week, but I finally started the new one. It’s not quite a new one. It’s a cyberpunk premise I’ve been batting around for a while. I figured it was a good idea to write something outside of my usual genre between projects.

I have the first page down plus a little and it reminds me how hard it is to start anew. It also reminds me that my first page never stays so not to worry to much about making it sparkle.

I was browsing blogs and what not about Golden Heart finalists. Yes, it’s March so inevitably, I have the Golden Heart announcements on the brain even though they’re three weeks away. There are authors who have finalled in the GH year after year after year. That tells me not to beat myself up if I don’t final as I’m probably competing against people who are good at finalling and know what they’re doing when it comes to the GH. It also tells me that there are a lot of great authors out there with great books who still take years and years to get published.

Does that make me feel better? I don’t know. But it’s reality.

Query wars: Ouch and double ouch

I don’t care what people say, nicely worded rejections DO hurt less. I got a one-two agent punch in the head today – back to back rejections. One on a full request and one on a partial.

They both said the writing was good, but it’s not a right fit for them or the market. One of them used the term “extremely well written.” A crumb, but a tasty one. Got the same response from a pie-in-the-sky full request a couple of weeks ago.

I’m still holding out hope that if the writing is phenomenal (I have a lot more work to do on that front) then someone will overlook the fact that there’s not a huge market for Asian themed romance and take a chance on a kid like me. 🙂