Under pressure

I can hear the song playing in my head…

In school, I would always cram for a test. I’d write papers the night before. The thing is, I’m not a procrastinator. I would do a good amount of work and then stop and lie low until I had to rush at the end. I’m not really a workaholic either, but when I work I like to pile on a lot of pressure.

Finally, several years ago, I figured out why I do this. I do it for the adrenaline rush. Because when the pressure is on and the adrenaline kicks in, all the sudden everything feels easy and you just get it done. It’s like having super powers.  The danger of course is the burn out. When you crash from doing this, you can come down pretty hard.

Well, I guess my polishes weren’t going fast enough because I now have 3 full requests kicking me into gear. I didn’t expect things to go down so fast, but I should have known they could.

I’m writing as if my life depended on it now.  So, no more blogging until this manuscript is shining and sent out.

How do you handle pressure? Does it help or hurt?

#queryfail & #agentfail

Even if you don’t want to look the ensuing fallout/commentary is pasted everywhere. And then it’s like a trainwreck, you can’t look away.

So I will hop onto the train for just a moment. I just want to say, anger does such bad things to you inside. If the venting helps, then I suppose that is a good thing. But the negative vibes make me sad-faced so I have to stay away. Both from the original #fails and then all the side conversations.

To me, an agent rejection or no response means one thing: They’re just not that into you. 🙂

Okay, I lied. It means two things. The second one is, your writing isn’t good enough yet.

There is much more peace in that understanding than wondering about all this other static. Going to Zen out now and revise.